Instead I look at my blog. What can I change? Probably shouldn't do anything drastic. I haven’t planned on making any changes and I’m not thinking clearly, my head feels so foggy. When will this fog clear?
Well, maybe just a small change. The date is too far away from the post title. I have been meaning to fix that for some time now. Okay, now that’s done, now what?
I just write, nothing at all just thoughts...jibber jabber.
It has been this way for months now.
Too much noise, too many distractions.
I sit, still starring. What I really want to do is close my eyes. I do for a moment. Ah! Boy does that feel good! When was the last time I took a nap in the middle of the day?
I open my eyes and notice the cat stretched out on the brick hearth next to the wood burning stove. I think how nice and begin to feel jealousy stir towards my cat.
Okay now, focus…focus.
I close my eyes again to think. I get kicked in the thigh by my little one next to me. I see I’m not getting anywhere.
I think I'll go grab a cup of coffee!